you wonder how its possible for me to stay so happy how you never

you wonder how its possible for me to stay so happy
how you never see a tear
how my anger last a second
how even when im upset i still say its ok
then one day you see my wrist
and it all comes crashing down
this perfect world of mine isn't real
im not who you thought i was
im not as strong
i am not brave i can just fake it
it makes you sick to see those pink scars
they fill my wrist my legs my hips
they all have a story id love to share
but baby im scared you'll leave
if you realize im not perfect
this isn't really me</3