i keep looking at facebook waiting for you to inbox me. im an

i keep looking at facebook waiting for you to inbox me. im an idiot to think you would ever come back for me. i cant get you out of my head no matter what i try to do. i dont know what to say to you that will make things right, that will make everything go back to the way it was 2 weeks ago. i lay awake at night and i cant get you off of my mind and i dont know what to do anymore. youre going off to college and i will never see you again. but you became a part of me and i cant let you go. i cant bare to never see you again. i know you probably tell youre friends how annoying i am and how i wont leave you alone. its not that. its the way you talk to that girl you are a completly different person with her. everything you guys say to eachother is perverted. thats not who you were with me. you were there for me when i needed you and i miss that. i miss what we had and i miss what couldve been. i wish i could say this all to you but i dont want to bother you anymore. i know that my words couldnt change youre decission to leave so im done. i hope you have fun with her, im sorry i couldnt be her.