It feels like someone kicked you in
the stomach, feels like your heart stopped beating, feels like
that dream you know the one when you are falling and you want
so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground but its all
out of your control, you cant trust anything anymore, no one is
who they say they are, your life is changed forever, and the
only thing to come out of the whole ugly experience is no one
will be able to break your heart like that
again.