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~the way i feel~ i hate this, the way i feel. as if im nothing,

~the way i feel~
i hate this, the way i feel. as if im nothing, as if it doesn't make a difference whether im here or not. i don't feel like there is one person that i can tell everything because i cant be sure that there is one person who wont judge me for anything at all. i have more secrets than ever before. i mostly keep to myself and i don't like it. i don't like hiding the way i feel from my friends, smiling and laughing when all i want to do is scream and cry. i don't feel like i can trust them. i feel so alone. my friends are just.... there. not helping, not making things worse, not impacting my life at all... but just there swaying in the background of my life. so many thoughts have crossed my mind, of ways to numb the pain.. ive found that i cant make it go away but i can make it decrease a little where it is easier to bear. right now there is nothing i want more than a friend i can talk to, tell EVERYTHING. i have a best friend and i tell her, "everything"... there are just certain things that im not sure if even she will dislike and judge .

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camdenicole

posted August 5, 2011 at 11:48pm UTC tagged with poems

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