I'm so sick of going
everyday with nothing but you on my mind. I want you back so badly,
my heart aches for you. I want you to be here right now to cuddle
me. Or kiss me. Hug me. Hold me. Hold my hand. Just talk to me. Oh
what I would do to hear your beautiful voice again. And talk to you
on the phone. And text you. And see you. I miss you. it's been
one year and nine days that I've been without you. Nearly
everyday has been complete and utter hell. I wear this smile, a
pretty smile, sometimes it's real, sometimes it isn't. When
you were mine, that was the only reason why i smiled. I just want
you back. I want you here. Right now. I'm going to cry. I wish
things didn't end up like this.