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Im not making 'top' quotes anymore. From here on out

Im not making 'top' quotes anymore.
From here on out this account is fully just for helping myself.
Its going to be me in my darkest hours talking myself out of hurting myself.
So if you dont want to deal with it ;
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EmilyThatChick

posted October 9, 2011 at 5:27pm UTC tagged with vent

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I miss youu!! Hi hi. Text me(:? No, because then you'd have my number and you'd be calling me at all hours of the night just to hear my voice, and all i'd be able to hear is you breathing at the other end of the line. Then we'd both lay back and stare at the ceiling and wonder why our obvious chemistry can't work itself out. You'd randomly show up at my door one moring, soaked from the rain, confessing your love for me and after a slight hesitation I'd let you in and we'd spend the next three days making cookies. Then you'd tell me that you have to go back home, I'd beg you not to leave me alone. You'd say that you had to, but make an empty promise to come back and see me, which of course you'd never fulfill. Why put our selves through that? For gods sake, If i text you today because you "miss me" we both know where it's going to lead... Not Mine ; I found this hilarious.
10.9.11 ; I don't want to be here.. I don't want to be alive. My life is pointless thus far. Every time something the slightest bit good happens to me something ten times worse follows while taking that happiness away. I can't stand my self. I look in the mirror just to be my worst critic. I find my self repulsive and revolting. I'm sick and tired of being mom and dads perfect happy little girl. That's not who i am. I hate myself. I even hate the person i love most. I have nothing to show for my life. If it were up to me i'd be gone by now.. ♥

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