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Dear Wittians, Before we start, I just wanted to tell you, that

Dear Wittians,
     Before we start, I just wanted to tell you, that you're beautiful, but I...I'm done. I'm fighting a losing battle. With an abusive family, a self-harm addiction, an eating disorder, and no form of support, I'm sorry to say that I'm done completely. I can't be strong anymore, I can't do this any longer. I'm trying to find my place in this world, and I'm lost, with no sense of direction. I had dreams of being nothing more than an inspiration. But how can I inspire others when I can't even keep myself happy? I think I'm a lost cause.  I'm not hoping for anyone to stop me, I just wanted you all to know that not everyone is as strong as they seem, watch what you say, words hurt. Because if you say the wrong thing, someone can end up like me...a suicidal mess. For any of you who took the time to read this, I thank you. You all are beautiful people. I love you, girls, goodbye. 

                   -Devynn (ABeautifulDisasterx3)

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crissmariee 1 decade ago
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please don't do this.. it's just a permanent fix to temporary problems /: i know what that feels like. i've been down those exact roads before. but i promise, no matter how hard it is, as soon as the self harming and eating disorder are out of the way and you move out or get help against the abuse, things will start to turn our better. you're beautiful and so many people, even complete strangers like me and the other who commented, will be so upset. you're stronger than that, don't just give up (: i'm here if you need to talk about anything, and you have so many supporters. stay strong girl<33
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Becky26 1 decade ago
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Please dont go...think of all you'd be losing. I know it seems bad...But think of all the people who love you, and how that would affect them. I too almost commited suicide once, but trust me its not worth hurting the ones you love and love you over. You can get through this people are there for you, me included. Please dont give up
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ice_princess44 1 decade ago
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You.. just put into words exactly how im feeling. And what i couldn't describe or wrap my head around because im so far gone and dead inside.
You inspired me because you made some sort of sense out of the dark jumble in my head.
Please don't do it. You can always talk to me.
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MsConfident 1 decade ago
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Dear Beautiful,
Don't give up yet. There is still one option. It sounds like every other option has been destroyed for you, but there is still one. Lots of horrid things happen in this life and you ask yourself, "Why am I on this planet?" Why? That is an important question. Why are you here? Why should you live? I can only think of one reason. Just one. Are you ready to hear it? Has everything else failed? There is a key to freedom. Here they are, just two words: Jesus Christ. He is your key to freedom. He is real, just as real as the pain and despair you are feeling. He doesn't promise to magically take it away, but he promises to endure it with you and see you through. Before you decide you can't handle life anymore just consider giving your life over to him. Because through him he can make the ugliest and most disastrous situation beautiful. He loves you so much; run into his arms of love. I love you and so does he. If you want to talk email me: little.ms.confidence@gmail.com
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shychicksrox 1 decade ago
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please don't stay strong hun your beautiful!! don't hurt yourself you don't know what life might have in store for you! just wait and see even if its painful it will get better i too had an eating disorder i know some of this stuff your going through is painful and i can't know the full extent of the pain but i do know you shouldn't make a permanent decision on probably temporary feelings <3
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loving_my_girls_forever 1 decade ago
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You don't even realize it but you could have just made thousands of people love you I know I do just by reading that. If I love you and dont even know you I'm positive someone else out there loves you too. That's wicked cliche but there is always something to live for. You are amazingly strong just for writing this. Hang in there
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dana23 1 decade ago
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you have support from us girl, don't do something that you would regret! problems don't last forever, there's always a solution, even if you can't see it now!
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ohdayuuumx3 1 decade ago
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every problem is only temporarily, please don't end your life like this, it's not worth it. trust me, please.
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dontforgetxx1513 1 decade ago
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Dear Devynn,
Life is a beautiful thing. There are ups and downs, moments of happiness and sadness. But the most beautiful parts of life are the times when You hit rock bottom, because thats when you know it is all downhill from there. I don't know you personally, but I wish I did. I've never been in your position but I bet right now is the hardest time in life youve ever been through. And i know it hurts like hell, but believe it.gets.better. you have to have some hope, somewhere deep deepdeep down there, theres that little ounce of hope that things will get better. And you just need to find it, bring it out and keep it in your head for the rest of your life. You are beautiful, never forget that. NEVER EVER EVER EVER let anyone tell you different. you are beautiful♥ oh and by the way, God wouldn't give you anything you couldn't handle, so stay strong girl, I love you<3
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dubesbabe06 1 decade ago
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please dont im here 4 u and ur beautiful
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luv2flip910 1 decade ago
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please dont i alerday know 4 people that have commited suiced this week dont make it5!!!
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laxerr4lifee 1 decade ago
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one word: DON'T
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kmurrayx3 1 decade ago
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God loves you. Its the truth.. Pray to him and ask for answers! He gave you life, so don't be the one to take it away.. Please. I love and care about you even though ive never met you<3
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ssleepless-nights* 1 decade ago
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Please don't. i know you have no clue who i am and i know i don't know you but that doesn't matter. i know everyone says this and at some point you stop believing it but thing will get better<3 i promise it may not seem like it it right now but they will please don't give up hope please!
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irock1345 1 decade ago
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i meant to say 4 pages sorry! X(
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irock1345 1 decade ago
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Please don't hurt yourself! as you can see, there are 4 comments from complete strangers who care about you and dont want you to do any harm to yourself. i know we've never met, but you are gorgeous! i'm really sorry you feel this way and i hope you know not to let anyone ever make you feel like this again
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SexiPurpleZebra 1 decade ago
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you inspire me because you've been strong for this long..no one excepts you to be strong forever, but don't end it<3
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xoxoGotNinjaxoxo 1 decade ago
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No
I care. I really do. Looking at this quote i see some of my old slef. You have to stp. if u want to talk, just ask for my number and ill give it to you.
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sweetofthepea 1 decade ago
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don't say goodbye): this is so sad. honestly, ive had the same thoughts before and my dad comitted suicide and seeing what its done to me and my family, just promise me you wont do it. you may think noone cares, but do you see all these comments. We care about you! Stay strong. In the end, everything will be alright. I learned in health class in 8th grade that suicidal thoughts are just passing thoughts. they'll eventually go away. you just have to keep strong and fighting through all of this. i know its hard, trust me. but suicide is just not the answer. you'll be okay.if you ever saw what suicide has done to my family, youd never even think of it. its terrible. i cry every night about my dad who i wasnt even close with and didnt particularly like, and im sure there would be tons of people doing the same thing if you killed yourself. Just remember, you have your whole lilife ahead of you. nothing can get worse from here. it can only get better. just please, remember that. it will get better. if you ever need ANYTHING, anything at all. you can talk to me. im always one comment away
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neverlandfugitive 1 decade ago
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