No matter
what guy I think is cute or end up dating
you'll always be the only guy that forever and always is
stuck with my heart.
As much as I want it back I really don't I want you to keep
it forever
and never give it back I still love you Matt. My feelings for you
never ever have changed
even though you hurt me badly twice and made me cry so much
I'm completely
and utterly in love with you. Even though you don't love me
or miss me or even probably
don't want me back I still do. You're my first love and i
can't ever get any feelings for any other guy
and I don't think I ever will. Matt you may not know it but I
truly do miss everything we had
and I wish we could go back to it all I know my mistakes and I
know all the other
problems. I'm sorry for ever making them and for all those
times when we had problems
and just ignoring them instead of working them out. I don't
think I've really ever been happy since you left me and it
still hurts knowing that I could maybe never be yours again. I
wish you would talk to me again
and I wish that my number was unblocked too..I have hope I
don't know how
but I have hope that maybe we'll end up getting back
together. Maybe not now but hopefully in a few months something
will happen and you'll be missing me again and having your
feelings for me
come back and wanting to be with me.
I'll always and forever love you Matt please don't ever
forget that I'm always here for
you</3