Dear My Dreams, I'm not sure if they're telling me to

Dear My Dreams,
I'm not sure if they're telling me to write a letter to the dreams I dream at night or the dreams I think about every night and day, so I guess I'll just write to both. Dreams, please come back. I need my dreams, I know you haven't gone away to stay away but you were the only time I've ever felt good and happy in times like these. I like feeling the warmth of him, and his fingers interlocked with mine.. I just love feeling the feeling that he's still there. To my dreams to achieve as I get older? Please don't ever let me lose hope in you. I want to help people as I grow, and I hope to be involved in many activities. As I grow into an older person I want to become a great dancer, and own my own studio just like Miss Trish has. I want to help raise money for the Happy Feet foundation that Nigel Lithgow has started for children able to dance with disabilities. I want to become a better person then I am right now, because right now I feel that I ruin everyone's lives...
And, I'm sorry for that.
-Lexis Marie.