Right now, right here i can't imagine my life getting any

Right now, right here

                                                                 i can't imagine my life getting any better.
i can't imagine falling in love all over again.
i can't imagine being able to forgive myself.
right now,
i can't put one foot in front of the other
because i'm down,
and i can't get back up.
i can put on a fake smile, and maybe EVENTUALLY it will
become real, but it's hard to pretend
everythings okay, when nothing really is.
i can't