People think I have the perfect
life. I
don't. Yea, I
have an amazing
boyfriend, but that's all I have. Everyone
ignores me. Noone ever seems
to think twice about me. I can't
stand being at home. Either of them.
My parents are in the middle of getting a
divorce. My dad
talks nonstop
about my mom and about how he wants to
die. I'm happier with my
mom
and I want to live with her all the time,
but its farther away and it just
doesn't feel like our
home. I can't stand it
anymore. I just want to feel
accually wanted in this world and like I have a
home. I don't even
feel
noticed here on witty. I
just want someone to notice me and make me
feel like I matter and what I say matters..