Dear Mom; Throughout my childhood I was always obilivious to

Dear Mom;
Throughout my childhood I was always obilivious to what really happened, the pain you've caused dad, and most of my childhood I blamed him for it when inreality it was always you. You chose to cheat. To move away countless times. You chose not to call, or even right for years. You choose to ignore the fact you had two daughters who loved you so much. It's funny how you always tell me to never depend on a guy or let a guy treat you wrong, yet your husband treats you wrong. People say that a daughter always ends up just like their mother, and I'm so afraid of that. I love you I really do, I just don't agree with many choices you've made. I want to be there for my children, through everything and I will never let a guy warp my life in any way. In a way I ought to thankyou for showing me a life I could have but in the end, it makes me miserable to see you working everyday with him sitting on the couch playing video games and smoking pot. It makes me sick and I just wish you'd wakeup and realize there's a better life then that, that you deserve so much more....