Sometimes..
Sometimes.... I feel alive & then I feel dead.
My heart hurts.. it's all in my head.
Sometimes.... I feel lonely, I need my space.
I have so many problems, too many to face.
Sometimes.... things go right & things go wrong.
Sometimes I fit in & but then again I just don't belong.
I want to laugh, I want to cry.
I want to live, but most of the time I want to die.
Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm sad.
Who am I kidding? I'm scared.
While your reading this your probably think I'm weird or I'm lieing. But honestly on the inside.. I'm dieing.
I can literally feel my heart breaking and it hurts.
I'm usually the confident girl, the one who always smiles.
Now that faded and I'm torn. I hate myself...
Sometimes I wonder.
Sometimes I cry.
Sometimes I wish my life
would just pass
by.
-Nikkie.♥