Hunny, don't give a flying fladoodle about what anyone else thinks about you. Because, out there, somewhere, in this huge world, there is someone who is waiting to find you. Someone who is trying to look for someone like you. The people who say you matter, are they your friends? Do they take care of you? Do they CARE? Think. Just think. Because, I'm positive they care about you. YOU are the person responsible for making you happy. Happiness is made, not brought. You have yet to live your life. You're young. Don't give up all that you could have. Good people have hard lives. But, look at it as a challenge. And achieve it. I'm always here if you need to talk. (:
Ive got a reason, because somewhere out there someone cares about you, even if you dont believe it or know about it, and what about all of the friends and loves that you havent met yet all of the potential that you have to succeed and be happy, always keep that in mind, and then ask yourself would you really want to give that up?