Tears flooding my face as my heart begins to ache. How many

Tears flooding my
face as my heart begins to ache. How many times is my heart willing to break? Can't tell the difference between the truth and the lies. How many times will I start to cry? Hear the pain in my voice when I say I'm okay. I honestly don't think I'll make it through another day. I thought this would end when I said I was done. But honestly, the pain has just begun. How many times will you ignore me today? Because to be honest, you take my breath away. I say I'm fine and not dying. How many times will they
realize I'm lying? </3