Dear best friend,
I wish you were here, I wish you were still alive. If you were
you would see everything good & productive things I've
done this year and how well, I tried to move from your death.
It will be one year soon, Kenny. Right after my birthday. I
know it's a weird birthday present, But I wanna see you on
my birthday. I haven't seen your grave since my mom &
brother got the tattoo for you. I wish I was turning 18 &
not 14, I would get the same tattoo. I would let people know I
had a strong friend and I would tell them your story. I would
let them know how much I loved you & How much I still wish
you were here. I know I had nothing to do with your death or
you being sick, but it would of been better if it was me rather
than you. You had so much going for you and you were just gunna
go so far. You were the one who got me looking into the
Marines. I still want to do it. Not because you didn't want
me to, But because you wanted to do it. OhMyFuckingGod. Things
would be so different if you were here. It's ridiculous. I
miss you like crazy. I still have those notes you wrote to me,
There in the box under my bed. I saw your sister the other day,
She's doing better. She's living with your mom now,
& she gained weight. I'm so proud. They wouldn't
let her out until she was 120 pounds. She's now 125. :D
It's not them much but it's a start. Ooooooooh Kenny, I
love you & I hope you know that. I love you so much words
can't describe. I just want you back . I wish I could climb
the stairs to heaven and just take you home with me. I love you
Kenny. I always will.
Love Taylor ♥