Friendship Quote #4674372
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I remember when you won that music award in 5th grade. I remember

I remember when you won

that music award in 5^th grade. I

remember how your wish

came true and you got the guy

you wanted in 6^th grade. I

remember how you had all the

friends in the world in 7^th grade.

I remember how you got your

first kiss, got awarded “Student

of the Month”, and grew up

without me in 8^th grade. I

remember all of this and so

much more of the great things

you've done, and that's why I'm

so jealous of you. I know at

times it seems like I'm angry,

bored, or disappointed with

you, but really, I'm just jealous.

All the time I compare your

greatness to my flaws, and

that's what makes me realize

how useless I am. No matter

what, I will always remember

that compared to you; I'm

nothing.

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XRetroxMonsterX 1 decade ago

You are far from useless Haylee, you mean the world to me, and so much more than that. You're everything I could ever want in a best friend.

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XRetroxMonsterX 1 decade ago

Haylee, its not like that.. i know it seems like a great time, and great experiences, but they all came back to bite me in the in some way or another. I only won that award in 5th grade because the teacher was a sketch, and because I was one outgoing mother effer who wasnt afraid to sing infront of everyone. Now? Its the exact opposite. In 6th grade, I had him. But I lost him, and here I am, 3 years later, still waiting for him to come back. I was too young then, I was stupid. Every friend I had in 7th grade, they all left, or turned into who they never said they'd be. Half of them don't have time to even look in my direction anymore, the other half hate me. I lost them all. My first technical kiss, was with a boy who was completely wrong for me, and months later, hurt me so bad to the point I went to a hospital. And student of the month, was surprising. I didn't think I deserved it cause I slacked off so much. Now? I'm failing at least two classes. I know it all seemed great, and it was while those times lasted. But now, I'm just filled with pain and regret. You don't need to be jealous of me Haylee, you wouldn't want to wake up everyday, with the thoughts I have. With the guilt and self hatred I feel towards myself, and my life everyday. I know things may not be easy for you. You're so intelligent, yet incredibly shy. I know you hate it, but I wouldn't change that about you for the world. No matter how much you drive me crazy from time to time, I wouldn't change one damn thing about you. For the past couple of days, I thought our friendship was falling apart. You were being snappy towards me, I was being a and didn't want to talk to anyone. And for that i'm sorry, I just wish we could understand eachother better. I love you so much Haylee, I know it doesnt seem like it, but I have no idea what i'd do without you. You, along with Sarah, are the two bestfriends anyone could ever ask for. You're unique, and see everyone differently. I wish I had those qualities, but I don't. I want nothing more right now, than for you to be yourself. I don't want you to feel like you have to change, or live up to certain exspectations. I grew up too fast, I know that. From time to time, I'll regret it. But thats just me. Don't grow up to fast, you wouldn't like it. Stay young, innocent, and childish for as long as you can. You're beautiful, and I just want you to know that I love and care about you more than anything. I'm sorry If I made you feel terrible.

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