My friends tell
me I'm the happiest person on earth, a ray of sunshine no
matter what the weather, the person with a smile on her face always
- they don't know the crushing the depressioin I fight, the
fact I take anti - depressants and have contemplated suicide - they
don't know and they don't understand - They don't know
about my pyshcologist (Her name is Linda:)) and my phyciatrist -
they don't know about the night I've cried so
much my mom had to give me anti anxiety medicatioin
just to sleep
My mom knows everything that has happened thank gosh I write this
as thanks to her - I love you Mommy without I would be nothing - I
also write this post to God because without him I would have no
reason to live and I would be dead -
For those of you out there that are depressed there are people like
you that have gotten through it - talk to me I'll do my best to
help - <3 Always, Me