The Quiet One
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4
Jamie spent her weekend, listening to
music, writing and crying. She always seemed to do this. She
would be feeling a little bit down, so she’d try to listen
to music to cheer her up. Music was always the words she
couldn’t speak, it always described her with words that she
didn’t know how to use.
That weekend when Jamie was feeling down she
turned on some music; but did it make her feel better?
No…no it did not. She was listening to it in hopes for it
to make her feel better…but since she was already feeling
down, she couldn’t help but listen to sad and depressing
music; which only brought her mood down even more. Jamie started
to cry…she laid there in her bed, crying, with the sound
of Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift, blasting through her
room.
She laid there and silently cried. She cried
more than ever, and she didn’t even know why. Well, looking
back on it she knew it was just bottled up emotions from weeks
and months all put together. Jamie was never the one to let
people know they were getting at her. But in times like that, she
couldn’t help but cry.
For Jamie, crying was the worst feeling in the
world. It made her feel vulnerable, and unsafe. Two of the worst
feelings a teenage girl could ever feel. Whenever she cried, she
felt insecure, and like the smallest little thing could break
her.
Jamie sucked up all her emotions that Monday
morning though. She walked into school, yet again hoping to see
the boy without a name. But this morning she didn’t see
him, and somewhere deep inside…it hurt her. Although she
said she wasn’t going to think about him anymore, and she
wasn’t going to get ahead of herself and start to think
about him, or to try anything new just because of him…she
still did. She thought about him a lot that morning, and
ended up thinking about him for a while that day. She
couldn’t help but wonder his name…but as well as the
different things about him.
Jamie more than ever now, just wanted to talk
to him and get to know him…although she was scared that
she’d never be able to get up the courage to do so. She sat
in the library that day, not having any classes due to exams. She
listened to music as she surfed the inter-web, as she called it
for no particular reason.
Jamie looked out the window, snow was falling
on that cool January morning. It was January 17th, and Jamie new
that was her day of a new
beginning.
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