It's really heartbreaking that my family knows nothing about
me like...
My favorite color is red.
My favorite animal is a giraffe.
I've very preverted & my mind is anything but clean.
That i dont eat for a reason, they dont suspect anything.
I have anger issues, but that seems to past them when I get
mad.
I have depression, they dont see it even when I make certain
comments.
I love my boyfriend more than anything & I will do anything
for him and I'm not gonna leave him just because he's
going into the ariforce next year. Get real.
That I really can't stand them, like I make it obvious.
That I have only 4 friends:/ one's my boyfriend & the
other three I hardly see outside of school.
I've cut myself, my boyfriend's the reason I dont.
I'm very insecure, about everything even the way I act.
Yes, I find serial killers interesting doesn't mean I'm
"acting stupid".
They make me feel worthless and nothing I do is ever good
enough.
I can be suicidal, I've thought of ways to kill myself. Like
I said they don't suspect anyting.
I want to runaway, I have since I was 8.
Once I'm 18 I'm out of this house, me and my boyfriend
have already made plans to move to California after I
graduate.
I'm 15 he's 18, age doesnt fricken matter! Get that
through your head now.
They make me hate life.
I overthink all the time, which is why I'm in bad moods a
lot.
My favorite bands are A Day to Remember, Bring Me The Horizon
& My Chemical Romance, their music is amazingly good and they
help me drown out my thoughts.
& There's so much more... but they know nothing. One day
they're gonna regret not getting to know the real me when
they hada the
chance.