feel free to read if you want to...... i hate my life. im treated

feel free to read if you want to......


i hate my life. im treated like crap everyday. by people at school, and my whole family. i have 3 or 4 people i can honestly go to and tell them everything. but my biggest secret of all, i cant. i don't know how much longer i can be strong. i'm sick of feeling hated, and mistreated. i feel so unloved. i've been single for a year. and ever since then every guy i have talked to has led me on. and im sick of it. i put on a smile everyday and pretend nothing is wrong, but in reality my whole world is crumpling into peices. as i type this, i cry, knowing that me and my mom and my dad are not on speaking terms. i miss the good old days when they would make jokes with me and like me. not tell me im ugly worthless and stupid. if you're still reading this, which nobody probably is. but if you are, i love you. i love you for reading this. it shows me you care. im not asking for any sympathy by posting this. i just needed to vent my feelings somewhere. and witty is my only escape <3