****venting****
alright, so
theres this kid... There is two sides to him; the sweet, caring,
good guy side. and then theres the a-hole side. Of course i fell
in love with the good guy in him and now i realize hes nothing
but an a-hole. I sit here still in love with the amazing person i
thought he was and he just isnt the guy i should be with, I'm
kinda really in love with this kid but everyone tells me that
they feel bad when he treats me like trash. im just so confused.
sometimes i want to punch the kid so hard in his face and
then 5 minutes later, im totally in love with him and would
make out with him if i saw him. im not sure what i should do
anymore because part of me cant let go of the good guy i fell in
love with but then another part of me says get rid of him he is
an a-hole. its like falling head over heels for someone
that doesnt exist because he isnt who i thought he was...
idk, i just dont know.