I know what it's like to have no one I dont expect anyone

I know what it's like to have no one
I dont expect anyone to read this
I watched every single person walk out of my life and give up hope in me. I sat in a classroom full of people and sobbed my eyes out, and not once did anyone turn around and ask if i was okay. i had people who used to be my best friends come up to me and ask why im still alive.

"Stop getting our hopes up and die already... What are you waiting for? No ones going to care anyways?"

It got to the point where i would make myself throw up to get out of going to school. I was hospitalized for bullemia.  Nothing helped. I started cutting myself. My parents found me one night, bleeding to death. They brought me to the hospital. I didn't want to be there. I just wanted to die. I was tired of living like that. I had no one. At all.