I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I'm stubborn and shut you

I'm sorry,
 

I'm sorry that I'm stubborn and shut you out when things aren't going my way.
It's my way of coping with it. I don't mean too, if at all I hate that I do it.
I regret it so much when I do, because I know that I'll never get back these
moments with you. I'm working on being more open about things, but it's hard
when you've been stabbed in the back so many times. I can only wish that
you aren't one of the people holding the knife.



-sorry need to vent-