I know no one cares, but I just have to say,
I hate the way you look at me with disgust and disdain. I
hate the way no one talks to me and no one really cares, I hate
the way under my eyes look, filled with tiredness and fear. I
hate feeling like I'm unwanted by people, why can't I
have one person who makes me feel like I am needed in their life?
I hate how she had to leave me before I could really see just how
amazing she was to me, and appreciate it fully. I hate the way I
have no one to rely on. I hate the way you can do that to me, but
I can't do it back. I am sick of being the one who has to
tip-toe on egg shells, I want to be the one who can speak their
mind. Most of all I hate crying about everything basically every
night. I shouldn't have to cry about things that others take
for granted. I know no one cares, and no one reads these, I just
thought I'd get it out there. Maybe I'll
heal.