Every time I talk, I just hear in my head:
it's your fault. your stupid.
stop crying. your dumb. your not worth it. your overreacting.
your a crybaby. you shouldn't care. get over it. your not
good enough. you don't have what she does. you are not
better. you are not okay. you are stronger. you can get over
this. you are okay. you make yourself sad. you can be happy. you
choose not to be. you suck. you this, you that.
<l3.
why is this worth living for? </3