Hi, this quote isn't meant to be pretty & if you really

Hi, this quote isn't meant to be pretty & if you really care, keep reading. But if you don't, go to the next page.
I'm in love. Madly in love. With my ex-boyfriend. I broke up with him after 5 months & 2 weeks. 171 days. 171 is my favorite number just because of that reason. I broke up with him because I liked 2 other guys. I was getting tired of him & he was boring me. We started dating on May 28th 2011 at 11:48pm. & we broke up on November 14th at 8:55pm. He showed me what a nice guy really is. 1 out of 15 guys acctually cared about me, & that was him. I miss him sooooooooo much.♥ Lately, I haven't been doing so well. I've tried killing myself. I've cut mutiple times. I've just been in a funk. But spending soooo much time with him & talking to him all of the time makes me happy again & he's one of the few people that bring a real smile to my face. I know that he is still in love with me because every day at around 5pm; he texts me saying "Heey GORGEOUS!<33(;;;" I just plain out LOVE IT. He came over on Saturday & we made out, alot. More than we would dating. But I missed him. The last time I kissed him before that, was November 28th. We still say "Bye love you." Every time we see eachother. Since breaking up with him, I've dated about seven guys, & while dating those seven guys, I've been madly in love with him the whole time. & by the way, if you were wondering, his name is Damian Jason Davies. The other day while I was dated an 8th grader, I cried over Damian for 2 hours just listening to our song; Roll Up. I kow for a fact, I wouldn't be here right now if it weren't for that ginger boy I call my friend with benefit. ;*