day 1- 10 things you want to say to 10 people
day 2- 9 things about you.
day 3- 8 ways to win my heart
day 4- 7 things that cross my mind a lot
day 5- 6 things i regret
day 6- 5 things i love
day 7- 4 turn offs
day 8- 3 turn ons
day 9- 2 words that describe my life right now.
day 10- 1 confession
DAY ONE
Lily: You've always been there for me since we met. I can tell
you absolutely anything. Its always a great time when were
together. Especially our xhardXcorex conversations late at night.
We've been notorious badasses since before kindergarden. from
playing four corners at our two-way dead end streets to all the
insane stuff we get into now a days. You're like my older
sister, and you always know exactly what to say and give the best
advice. some day, you'll be my maid of honor, and the godmother
to my one billion babies.
Nick C: dude. you seriously rock. you're so chill and I know I
can trust you. & after new years eve, there is pretty much zero
awkwardness between us and I love it. You're a really good kid,
I can see you going places in your life. I mean who knows, maybe
we'll get married one day like your mom used to tease us with.
Even though we consider eachother brother and sister now, we could
still make our childhood dreams come true right? ahha.
Alex: I saw you playing hockey a few days ago with a bunch of your
friend like things. I was kinda sad that you didn't call and
ask me to play. I miss hanging out with you. You need to stop
distancing yourself. I know your life sucks and all right now, but
please just know you can always turn to your 3 bestfriends for
support. We're in this together remember? LANJ until death do
we part.
Nick W: I thank the Lord everyday that I'm free now. I no
longer carry our burden with me anymore. Don't get me wrong, I
loved you as much as a freshman could love a boy. But it's
different now. You're different, I'm different. &
honestly, theres nothing left for us. I'll still care, and ask
about you from time to time, and I'd be sad if you died, but
its been proven that we can't possibly be friends with out
being at eachothers necks every ten seconds, and I don't hold
feelings for the monster you've become. I value what we had,
and it was a great lesson learned, but I'm not going to let you
try to blame me for every stupid decision you make. Good luck with
your life man. dueces.
Bill: You are the brother I am closest with. I could talk to you
about anything and you'd understand. I know you know what i do
with my boyfriend, but I value our brother/sister relationship
where you won't say anything. You drive me to and from when I
ask, and you're always there to be chill with. We have our
fights, but at the end of the day I dont love you any less. I think
you are an amazing father by the way. Even though you don't
exactly have the opportunity to be with him all the time, its
evident in the moments that you are that you love him more than
anything on this earth. I respect you for that.
Pops: You're slowly losing it. It really makes me sad seeing
someone who used to be the strongest person in my life slowly drift
away. I was one of the luckiest girls in the world because instead
of going to some preschool to eat snacks and have naptimes with a
bunch of other kids, I had you to take me on adventures through the
woods and teach me everything I know.(look how smart I turned out
to be!) You were both a mom and a dad from 6:30am to 6 pm every day
after you retired. You potty trained me, taught me how to walk,
talk, run, and play all sorts of games. If I had a nightmare,
you'd drag your mattress into my room and sleep on the floor
all night. Not every kid gets to live with two parents, and a
grandparent, but I'm really grateful for the experience. Thank
you.
Mom & Dad: I may not be the perfect daughter, and I may have a
wicked attitude and shut you out all the time, but I love you.
I'm sorry I don't have a strong relationship with either of
you. & mom, I'm sorry I'd rather help dad fix up the
car than crochet a blanket. I guess I never really grew out of my
tomboy phase. I'm really sorry for disappointing you and being
a normal teenager. i understand you dont want me to turn out like
you did, but at the same time, you honestly never talked to me
about anything like this. ever. you cant really blame me
either.
Tanner: I'm really glad I met you, and these past threeish
months have been amazing. You're truely great. and theres no
one else I'd rather be with. you really do make me happy, and I
can't wait to go to the dance with you this Friday. <3
Aunt Stacey: I thank the Lord for an aunt as understanding and down
to earth as you are. You never judge, and you get where I'm
coming from whenever we talk. You take my side when my moms being a
phyco and overreacting, and you watched me all the time when I was
little, and i always had the best of times with you. <3 spending
time with you is so much fun, and you and I are alot alike, unlike
my mom and I. I dont really think she appreciates that, but I
don't care.
Joe: I'm really sorry that I never gave you a chance. I only
ever saw us as friends. I friendzoned you really harshly and
I'm sorry. You're a great friend and all, but thats it. a
friend. I really hope you understand.