Is it normal to be planning your death?
Your funeral?
Well, I've been doing that a lot recently...
I can't cope.
Everything is crumbling around me.
I only have one escape.
But do I take it or do I continue suffering and fake-smiling as if
nothing is happening?
Maybe I should just disappear... POOF. I'm gone.
Without a trace left of me left on this cruel world.
Except this profile and my diary ... where all my secrets will lie
untouched as soon as I leave.
No-one will notice... I'm invisible as it is.
So, if I do go - perhaps sooner than you think - will you miss
me?
Will you remeber the memories
And hurt from all the times you ignored me?
Will you? Really?
Didn't think so.