dear claire, I know we broke up and that you keep refusing to

dear claire,
I know we broke up and that you keep refusing to talk to me, and we keep growing further apart.
I've been trying to put on this brave face, and act like everythings is okay, act like I'm okay, but I'm not.
Now that you're gone, nothing is right, nothing I do seems to have a point anymore, I really miss you.
I've been spending my nights lying in bed staring at the roof wondering what happened, why me?
Writing zillions of those songs, but they aren't happy one's anymore, but they're all about us, I miss us.
Watching all your favourite movies and remembering how we used to watch them, cuddling, happy.
How at school we could just ignore people's comments, because people didn't understand, I love you.
I don't care what anybody else thinks, Claire. I miss you more than anything, I need here right now.
And I know you won't answer your door late at night, avioding me even more, its quite cold really.
But I still love you, and you can't deny you miss us, even just a tiny little bit, I know I do a lot.
How I'd run to your house at 3 in the morning to kiss you in the rain, just because you love it.
Whenever you were sad I'd be over there instantly, you could tell me everything, you told me everything.
You're the most beautiful girl I've ever met and seen, ever thought of, you're the only one I love, Claire.
People keep saying to me "maybe its time to move on, there is plenty of fish in the sea", I always say 'No'.
You're my nemo, the one who means the most and the one who makes me more happy than anyone.
I used to be such a bad person, then I met you and you made everything better, everything, Claire.
I was happy, I didn't need to drink to get my mind off things, I made better friends, it was all good.
I can't stop thinking about you, and how you just look at me and your friends pull you away makes me sad.
I have no idea what I did, I have no idea if somebody said something, it would have been a lie.
I'd never try or want to hurt you, ever, never ever. You mean the world to me. You're my world.
I miss your beautiful smile, wonderful eyes, brilliant blonde hair, I miss your cuddles, kisses, poems.
I miss you, baby. Please; just come back to me, I need you, I miss you so much
i love you, claire bear.


*please guys, please favourite this, Claire needs to see this, It would be amazing if it was in the top-quotes, she couldn't miss it, please.
I miss her so much, and I need her to know all of this right now.