I
have maybe a couple of months to live
I need a new heart and my doctor says that I
am too weak to survive more than four or five months at the most.
This is not a sympathy quote, I don't want you to comment
saying you are so sorry and give me advice of how to stay strong.
I have people who will support me and I don't hate myself, I
don't need your pitty. I just wanted to say that I'm
sorry, because when the moment comes and I recieve a heart I
will become a murderer and I don't want that so I'm
not going to accept it, I know that means the end, but if it
means that I don't have to pray for some other child to die
then I'm willing. I mean death is only then end of a story.
So what if the story ends quickly, some of the best stories have
been only a few pages long.
I know not many people will read
this and that doesn't matter but please just acccept my
decision and understand that I just came on witty to say hello
and now I'm saying bye.
♥
Reading this restored just a bit of my hope. I love knowing there are amazing, inspirational people like you. I respect you more than I could put into words.
As for the people who say that someone is already dead when they donate a heart, that is false.
Their heart must be beating, but they are brain dead. That is all I have to say.
i love you (:
haha, byeee:)