I'm falling apart.
My old best friend abandoned me. I even apologized
and she slammed her locker and walked away.
I only have like 3 close friends now. i'm so glad they
stayed by me though.
Everybody always comes to me for help and advice and I don't
have anybody to help me.
My family hates me. My sisters tell me that they hate me
almost everyday.
My family constantly makes fun of me and puts me down. They
think its a joke but it hurts. A lot.
The one person I trusted with all my heart was gossiping about me
to my other friends and abandoned me and didn't want to make up
because she "wasn't ready" and likes to have an
enemy.
I want to cut. I really do but now that it's swimsuit
season I can't because no matter where I cut it'd be
visible.
I can't sleep very well anymore.
School has become terrible for me now.
I'm overwhelmed by all the drama.
Someone help me.
I know that nobody will probably read this because it isn't
"pretty". That's how society is too.
and
if you read this I love
you.
I hope you know that you can trust me with anything and even if it seems like I wouldn't care, I promise, promise promise I will, because you are my best friend in the world and I love you like a sister. Hell, you are my sister.
I know I may be cold to you sometimes, but honestly it's because I'm afraid I'll do something or say something crazy that'll make you not want to be around me, so I put up the shields.
If you're falling apart, I'll help sew ya back together. Just say the word.