Just
venting here.....
Friday, i was at the skating
rink hanging out with my friends. I walked up to the skate shack to
talk to my brother. My ex (aka the one i will always love)
walked up next to me. he asked my brother if he could have a
sip of his soda but he sai d no. He turns to me, smiles, and for
the first time in months he talks to me nicely. he asks if he
can have a sip of my powerade. i hand it to him and he takes a
sip. it wasnt a fountain but his lips touching my
bottle. i didnt care i just laughed. (dont know why) then, i said
" its finny how your only nice to me when you want
something" he laughed and said "your like my sister. and
if you were really my sister, i would pick on you all day" he
laughed and it made me smile. Were starting to be friends
again, i thought.
Later on, i was with my friends on the dance floor. He was right
across from us with his friends. i took another look back at him
moments later only to see him holding hands with a girl.
she was gorgeous. My heart sank. Then the next time i looked back,
he had his arm around her waist. Right then, any part of my heart
that hadnt already been broken, shattered. Every now and then i
would see him and her hugging, and one time i saw him kiss her
cheek. I wish i wasnt that easy to be forgotten...i wish i was
her...i wish, i wish, i wish...but it aint gonna happen
If you read this, could you give me advice? should i be happy were
starting to be friends, or sad that he forgot about me? i dont know
what to do...at all
The proper term is love or something... considering its been going on for about 8 or 9 months.
also would you mind helping me out? Its nothing really serious but anyways I'll just explain it. So my friend invited me to see the hunger games with her and like 3 other guys who are our friends so I only found out who the guys were today when I was walking in the hallway with my crush/friend and he says to me "So I heard you're coming to the movies with us I'm glad" So I was like oh you're going cool who else is and so he told me. One of the guys is really loud and funny but like the last time I was at the movies with him he saw this couple making out and he started throwing popcorn at them saying that they were distracting. So then the other guy is just a friend but sometimes he can be really annoying so anyways im of course gonna sit next to my best friend because she invited me but I also really wanna talk to him in like a casual way and find a way to sit next to him also. What should I do? Sorry this is really long