Hi, I'm Devon. When I was a baby, my mom and dad split up.

Hi, I'm Devon.
When I was a baby, my mom and dad split up.
My mom remarried when I was around 5 or 6.
I had a pretty good childhood I suppose.
Except, I used to throw really bad fits.
I know what you're thinking, "Who doesn't around that age?"
Well, mine lasted until I was probably 10 or 11.
That was around the time I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder.
Things were a bit rocky after that, but I managed.
Then, last year when I was 14, I went from being sort of depressed all the time, to extremely depressed all the time.
I started self harming.
In May of 2011, I was admitted into a mental hospital for 5 days.
I got myself back on track, and I was fine.
Until August of 2011.
I started self harming again due to my newly found attraction in my best friend who's a girl.
However, in November I confessed to her that I was bisexual.
She confided in me that she was the same.
Skip to January 13th of 2012.
That was the day I asked her out.
That was also the day she said yes.
Things were good.
We both struggled with eating disorders together and self harm.
Unfortunately, on March 11th 2012, she took her own life.
I've remained cut free for a few months now, but it's increasingly difficult with her being gone and such.
Thank you for reading.♥