Im scared s h i t l e s s I dont want my bestfriend to do it.

Im scared s h i t l e s s
I dont want my bestfriend to do it.
I don't want her to go through with it.
Everyday I wake up worrying more and more.
If she ends her life, I would be so stuck, and my world just wouldn't be the same. I love her like a sister, and I feel like I've ran out of options of trying to help her. I feel like I'm not only failing her, I'm failing myself.