Long but
please please please read. i need someone to talk
to.
So me
and this guy dated for 4 months and he broke up with me in
October. (6/5/11-10/5/11). But me and him are still friends and
everything. But today, we were in gym and my friend
matt, who's also friends (kinda) with my ex, was telling
me that my ex's other friend alex has been saying really..
nasty rumors about me and my ex just because he was jealous
of us. ( because he used to like me alot ). And matt said
he's been starting these rumors while we were going out and
im just now hearing about it. Apparently alll of their friends
know about it too. And alex asked me out after me and my ex broke
up and i said no so he started more rumors. So my ex saw i was
reallyy mad in gym and he actually came over and talked to me. (
our friendship is still in that awkward stage so it was shocking
) We were outside playing kickball and i was at 2nd base and he
was running the bases and he stopped at 2nd base and stood really
close to me, looked me in the eyes, and gave me that " im
sorry" look he gave me when he broke up with me. this was
our convo: him: " .. are you okay?" me: " im
fine." him: " look, dont worry about it. Its mostly
about me and you just got brought into it cause we dated"
me: " yeah i know, but you know i cant take when people talk
about me. especially when what they say isnt true." him :
" i know i know. i dont either. But just forget about
it, its not that bad" me: " okay.. whatever." then
he had to run again. But i was shocked that he actually talked to
me. it meant alot. But anywayy, i have no idea what to do to stop
this. any advice? If you read all of this, thank you sooo much.
it means alot<3
hey my name's mel. i honestly feel sorry that you were thrown into this huge mess, but i will tell you i am here for you. if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm your fortune cookie. :) stay strong. hey, i just thought of a new poem!