Want to know what scares me? What scares
me is one day when I'm older, have my own place,
I'm going
to be packing my old room, packing away everything I own. All
the clothes, toys, photos, memories in a
box. Then I face my walls; the walls covered with 5 boys who
changed my life. 5 boys who saved so
many lives, brought smiles to thousands of faces, sold out
arenas in record time, those 5 boys who made
thosands of girls feel beautiful for 3 minutes and 20 something
seconds. Those memories flash by my
head; The Brit Awards, SNL/ICarly, the fights, the
love, the laughs, the inside jokes no one but us and
the
boys will ever understand, the hate towards managment, the
freak outs, the tears, the smiles would all
come back to me. Their CD's that went Gold, Platinum, those
CD's that we waited for, counted down the
days, the seconds, stood on line in the freezing cold/hot
weather. It was all worth it. The bashing towards
haters, the hate we would send whenever anyone said
something awful about one of the boys, their
family, friends or girlfriends. The screenshots from facebook
of the stupid Directionaters who only knew
about WMYB. Those memories playing like a movie, tears falling
from my face. I would take all the
posters, magazines that they were in, their CD's, and all
of their merchandise I would have. All of it would
be in it's own special box, a special place in my heart,
life and soul. One day in the future when I'm
married and have kids, I'll find that box and look through
it. My kids might ask me what I'm looking at or
why I'm crying, but I'll just shake my head. They would
never understand it. Understand how much one
boy band could ever change my life, make me beyond dedicated,
bring so many friends from around the
world together to share their love for those 5 boys. I would
say to my kids that it's nothing, close and the
box and continue with my life, but a part of me, no matter how
old, will remember my younger years of
fangirling over them. Niall, Liam, Harry, Louis and Zayn. The 5
boys who changed lives for the better. No
matter how old, where I am, I will ALWAYS be a directioner. And
I am honored to say that I will always
be on till the day I die. ♥ ♥
♥