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I wish I could have said goodbye.

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warner101

posted April 27, 2012 at 6:54pm UTC tagged with vent

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Today I walked into a school that is battling with its fourth suicide in a year and a half. It is hard to explain just how beat down my whole school feels.
If easily offended do not read I think people who commit suicide are jokes. I think that it is cowardly and selfish. Before you judge me, hear me out. Today, I walked into a school that is dealing with its fifth suicide in a year and a half. Fifth suicide. Five lives were taken, fives different families never getting their loved ones back and five circles of friends that lost someone that can never be replaced. And all of these people will blame themselves for it all. “I could have talked to them that day.” “I should have known.” “It is all my fault.” They will beat themselves up, repeatedly. They will cry for hours and hours. The pain will not subside for months and even then they can still feel the missing place in their hearts. But where are the ones that caused all this pain? They left their loved ones. They left them with so much pain. A mother who lost her son. A brother who lost his little sister. A best friend who lost their second half. It is so unbelievably selfish. And it never ends. My school is breaking down, piece by piece. Everyone is affected by it, even if they never knew them. I walk into school everyday wondering who is next. What grade is going to suffer the most? Almost pleading that it is not mine because I don’t know how much more we can take. It is getting ridiculous. No one deserves to go through that pain. I want to shake every student in my school and tell them not to leave. Do not leave your loved ones. Do not let them blame themselves for such a stupid mistake. Do not be so selfish. Push through it. Because guess what? You wouldn’t f*cking be here if you could survive it.