Just because someone seems happy, doesn't mean they are.
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posted April 28, 2012 at 7:18pm UTC tagged with vent
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- & slowly you began to forget about me..
- You want to harm yourself? Fine. But you should know what you're getting yourself into before you make the first cut. You may think you won't get addicted but you will. You may think you can control it but you can't. You may think you can stick to a small area of your body but you won't. It spreads takes over you, like a deadly disease. It'll control you. You'll get strangely addicted. It'll take over you. You'll crave it. And the more you force yourself not to cut the more painful it gets. You're vision can get blurry, your head will ache and you'll start shaking. You may think you can stick to small cuts but you're wrong. The more addicted you get the deeper the cuts get. The longer the scars take to fade. Not only this but say goodbye to your social life. You'll distance yourself from others. You'll feel guilty and ashamed. You'll lie to everyone you care about. Your friends, parents, family members. Hugs and just simply being touched by another person will terrify you, you'll be scared they might see a scar, feel a bandage or simply it hurts to be touched. You'll become your own worst enemy. The self-hatred will take over you, causing you to cut more. You'll cut because you hate yourself and you'll hate yourself because you cut. Simple objects you would have seen before as nothing but what they are used for will become a weapon. Everything will become a weapon. A sharpner, a hair slide, a blade, scissors, a key, paperclip, a pencil. You'll be thinking about it 24/7. It'll taunt you all day. That first cut. You'll hate yourself for it. You can't help but think if you'd never done it you wouldn't be like this. You're addicted to the pain, the blood. You'll have to start taking more regular trips to the drug store. Searching for bandages and anything that can help you heal the scars quicker. You like wearing, tank tops, shorts, bathing suits? well say goodbye to those and hello to your new wardrobe, bracelets, long sleeved shirts, jeans, and hoodies. There'll be a time when you cut too deep. You'll sit there trying to stop the bleeding, crying. You'll be convinced your going to die. You never meant for this to happen. You don't want to die but you're addicted to the pain. You'll promise yourself you won't cut this deep again but you will. The cuts will become deeper and deeper. The more you learn to take care of the cuts the more easier it'll become. That first cut. You'll hate it. You'll hate yourself for it. You'll wish somebody had warned you about the consequences.
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