I know no one is going to read this..
but I just need to let my feelings out.
I lived in a place since I was born. my friends, family, pets, life was there but my mom's job moved her. So I moved with her. It's me and her here and my dad and sister in my home town. I didn't want to move but I felt bad cause i'm a mommy's girl and I missed her. But lately... I've just felt so alone.. like I have no one cause first off i'm a girl and girl's judge each other a lot. girl's are just mean in general... but anyways.. the boy I dated in my hometown, we dated for 4 months and I fell in love with him.. but when we broke up he told me he never loved me, etc... I just hate living, i've been thinking and I'm ALWAYS there for my friends i've had three friends try to commit suicide and everytime I've talked them out of it.. but they're not even there for me.? when I moved they just forgot about me.. I have no true friends anymore, me and my mom fight all the time, I hate life. I don't see a point for it. I'm just done with life..
but I just need to let my feelings out.
I lived in a place since I was born. my friends, family, pets, life was there but my mom's job moved her. So I moved with her. It's me and her here and my dad and sister in my home town. I didn't want to move but I felt bad cause i'm a mommy's girl and I missed her. But lately... I've just felt so alone.. like I have no one cause first off i'm a girl and girl's judge each other a lot. girl's are just mean in general... but anyways.. the boy I dated in my hometown, we dated for 4 months and I fell in love with him.. but when we broke up he told me he never loved me, etc... I just hate living, i've been thinking and I'm ALWAYS there for my friends i've had three friends try to commit suicide and everytime I've talked them out of it.. but they're not even there for me.? when I moved they just forgot about me.. I have no true friends anymore, me and my mom fight all the time, I hate life. I don't see a point for it. I'm just done with life..
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sydneyrosesparks
1 decade ago
Thank you <3
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Herown
1 decade ago
Like they said below it will get better! Just give it time, and if your old friends aren't there for you, then try making new ones! That's the beautie of moving, new friendships! I've moved around a lot, I'm living in my sixth state right now, so I know how hard it is with moving, and it always is the worst in the beginning! But honestly the only way any thing is going to change is if you will it to! Hoped I helped and if you any more help,just come and talk to me!!!
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karhofzoe
1 decade ago
I read it, so hopefully others will... Stay strong, that's what I tell myself, and it's worked pretty well so far. If you ever need someone to talk to, I will always talk if you need to vent not through a quote. Stay strong <3
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ImRightHere
1 decade ago
you are beautiful stay strong it will get better
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