It's hard to believe that in 5 days it will be 3 years since

It's hard to believe that in 5 days it will be 3 years since I lost my grandpa.
It doesn't even seem like it's been that long.. I was always super close to him when I was growing up, I used to go over to his and my grandma's every single day of summer.. Even though it was a very emotional time period for my family to go through, we all got a lot closer to each other and cherish each moment we have with each other. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about him and everything he did for me. When I start to miss him really bad I remember how sick he was in the end, and how much pain and suffering he went through. I know that he was a strong man of God and that's the only thing that got me through his death, knowing that he went to Heaven and he's up there right now doing what he loves.. Praising God. I know that one day I'll see his smiling face again when I get to glory. 
I miss you grandpa, but I know you're right where you need to be. I'll be there soon. Love you always ♥

Not for faves, just needed to vent.

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