DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT SUCKS?
Having to take a pill everyday
so your heart won’t fail because of the damage
you’ve caused yourself. Having to take another pill
everyday to determine your happiness. Having to take another
five pills everyday to keep you sane, to keep you alive, to
give you a “normal” life. It sucks to wake up
everyday and see a worthless, useless person looking back at
you in the mirror. It sucks to finally go to school for the
first year in over two years just to find that kids are just as
mean as they were two years ago. It sucks to be made fun of. To
be called stupid, annoying, and fat day after day just because
people know it will hurt you. It sucks to not know what is
going to happen the next day. Will something finally push you
over the edge? It sucks to hide the cuts, the bruises, the
scars, the tears. But what sucks the most? Forcing a smile all
the time so people don’t ask what’s wrong, but
inside all you want is for it all to be
over.
YEAH, THAT'S
WHAT SUCKS.
I look up to you, I really do. You may not realize it, but you're a lot stronger than you may think you are. And your an inspiration; you've got strength I've always wanted.