I don't get why I try. You don't
care, so why should I? I'm so sick of being the only who
shows any sign of emotion and that's just the way you are.
I'm pretty sure this isn't the way a friendship is
supposed to work. I'm getting so sick and tired and fed up of
everything and everyone. I just can't freaking stand the
world somedays, and somedays, I'm thankful and happy. I'm
just freaking screwed up in the head. I ask, you get mad. You ask
me, I don't want to answer and it's the end of the world.
For once, why can't things be the way they're supposed to
be? Jeez.