Dear Best Friend,
I did see the quote you wrote about me. The people I follow who we
know will know this is for you, and Brandon will know this is for
you, but still it's anonymous. Here's my issue with that
field trip. It would have been so much more fun with a fourth
person. Everything has room for two people. Those two people were
you and Dante. Wait, I know what you're going to say.
You're going to say, But he stood back and let us do our own
thing! Yes, he did. I respect him for that. Props to Dante. But you
can't deny the fact that if it were just you and me, nothing
wrong would have happened. It would have been nonstop laughter.
I'm right, aren't I? Again wait, Dante was talking to me
about breaking up but that's the last thing I want. I would
never forgive myself for breaking you guys up because I know how
much you like him. I would literally die. I would recieve the worst
best friend ever award. For sure. I just feel left out so often
now. You're always with Dante. McKayla has no place to go and
neither do I so I just hang out with her because you're
unavailable. "Well, ask me!" I can tell by your facebook
status. Like when you posted, "Kiss in the rain? Ok :)" I
wanted you to come over but you were with him. I wasn't just
gonna be like, "Hey come over." Like you guys always say,
"Say something!" No cause I hate being the annoying
person that complains about everything. That's not the only
reason. The whole thing with Z&A was on my mind the entire day
and still is right now. I can't stop thinking about it and he
said her name today in chorus and I actually started crying.
Literally I really did. I don't know what to do. I've been
with you for four years and you're like my other half. I
don't know if I can actually let you go right now. I know you
can't always stay up late and I know you can't always be
there and that's fine. But when you aren't McKayla is, and
that's why some things I tell her and not you, but you know
things I don't tell her either. Sometimes it's just that I
want sympathy with boys and because your relationship is soo
perfect, I know you can't give me that. Sorry...
-Cassidy