Do you hear that?
that's the sound of everyone going
out
and partying and losing
their virginity
and doing things
they're not supposed to
because they think it's
bada.ss
while i'm here at home 24/7, seven
days a week,
staying up late,
ignoring texts and phone
calls,
blogging s.hit
up,
having a netflix marathon by
myself locked in my room
while my parents question my path and success in life,
thinking about it at 2:15 AM,
having a junk
food buffet,
killing my ex in my mind while listening
to good music,
sleeping in till 3 PM
my friends wondering if
i'm dead,
& guess what!
i
f.ucking
like it.