i try and move on, but it doesn't happen. rumors surround

i try and move on, but it doesn't happen. rumors surround me daily, i get mean texts, i hear people talking about me behind my back... same that happened in school. i can't believe he'd stoop that low and break up with me because of rumors. he should take a walk in my shoes one of these days. then MAYBE he'd realize how hard it was and is for me.... i don't understand. he said he really liked me but he won't even look at me or talk to me anymore.... yeah great person huh? seems like he has a lot of respect for girls huh?

sorry i just had to vent and i couldn't hold it in anymore. i'm now bawling. it's been over a month, and he's with another girl..... i don't know why i can't move on. i just thought... idk