I remember the last day I saw him. It was the day before we broke
up. It was the day before we had been dating for nine months.
Second to last day of school, the last chance I've had to say
goodbye. i remember giving him the last hug, a last smile, and
telling him I'd see him later. I remember walking away, looking
back once and he was looking at me. When I turned to face
forward, his best friend was walking up to me and I just lost it.
I started crying and his best friend was standing there not
knkwing what to do. Now, my ex boyfriend is trying to be like my
best friend. And it hurts more than any form of torture ever
created. I would rather be tortured, or to have not even met him,
than to be going through this pain. so, witty sisters, this is
how it feels to fall out of love. Its like someone catching you
just to drop you, or losing a best friend, but much worse. I've
cried myself dry just writing this. So, if he logged onto his
account and read this, then Demetrius, I am beyond hurt right
now. This pain feels like it will be eternal, but I should have
known better. I was warned of thigs by some other people in
school. I don't regret this, I just wish it didn't have to have
end with this much pain.