Love Quote #5931896
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Dear Aunt Jeanie, It's been almost 16 years since you died.

Dear Aunt Jeanie,
           It's been almost 16 years since you died. I never understood why you did it until I realized that you just weren't happy. You couldn't have a baby, your husband cheated on you, a lot was going on. That's why you did it. It was too much for you to handle. The best way you could handle was by not doing it. So you killed yourself. I was only a baby at the time, but I've seen the videos of you playing with me as a baby. I still have the blanket you gave me. I was the last person that you saw that day. We have it on video. You were sitting in mommy's rocking chair putting me to sleep. You were saying goodbye and that you were gonna miss me and that you were gonna watch over me. Nobody saw the video until it was too late. My life would be different if you were still here. It would of been crazy. We look a lot alike. Mom Mom says that I have your hair and body shape. It makes me happy thinking that I have something of yours. 

           Well today Nicky and Steph lost their baby. She was only an hour old. Her heart was 3 times the size of her chest´╗┐ and her body couldn't handle it. I didn't even meet her. I can't imagine how they must be feeling. They were planning on bringing her home, not planning taking her to her funeral. I bet you knew that already. You are up there holding her in your arms as she falls asleep. She's probably really beautiful. Yeah, I bet she is. You got your baby you always wanted. I'm happy for you, I really am. I just wish it didn't hurt so much. I miss you, I wish I got to meet her before she left. It's okay Aunt Jeanie, I'll forgive you.
                                                                I'll Always Love You,
                                                                                          Sarah

4 Comments

cutiepieox15 7 years ago
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Aw, Em, don't cry :( I'm happy she got the baby she always wanted. It comforts me in a way. She's better up there then she is here.
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edance123 7 years ago
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Omg Sarah I'm sobbing..... :'(
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cutiepieox15 7 years ago
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Aw. I didn't mean to make anyone else sad. It's been a tough day, I needed to get it off my chest. Thank you for caring. (Just to clear something up, Nicky is my brother and his wife is Steph.)
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xcortneyx 7 years ago
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Omg that brought tears to my eyes :(
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