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"I'm fine" ~"No you're not, tell me what's

"I'm fine"
~"No you're not, tell me what's wrong."~

First time that ever happend was last night with my best guy friend of 8 years.

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posted July 3, 2012 at 4:09pm UTC tagged with vent

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A vent; It's kind of funny acctually, how many 'friends' I have, because aren't friends supposed to know EVERYTHING about you? Right? No. Most, no all, of my friends don't know me. None of them. They can go ahead and think that, but they don't, no ma'm/ sir they do not. I want them to, but I'm holding back. Fearing the outcome. I wish I wasn't so scared of EVEYRONE and EVEYRTHING. My friends; Hailey, Morgan, Savanna, Daryin, Cameran, Toaster, Dani, Rylee, Kayla, Julia, and Jasmine. They don't know me. Sydney, Alyssa, Nadalia, Jacob, and maybe even Terry. They know the part of me I want them to know. I guess I need to get this out, or it may kill me. I hate myself. I don't like compliments, I hate dogs, I don't deserve a boyfriend, I can't stand looking at myself, I've tried more than once to starve myself. I have to self- control. And I'm depressed. There you go. Take your blows.
Sooo... I haven;t vented in a long long time, so here goes nothing; Recently, I visited Illinois (My hometown, woo) and I saw one of my old family friends, (almost everyday I might add, not even close to complaing), and let me tell you. A lot of the guys in Florida by me are not very smart, and not very attractive I may add, but Ben, is so different. Ben's always been amazing, I've loved him since we were little kids, but now I feel so self- consious (more than usual) around him. He's smart, and funny, and tall and cute, and perfect. We were up there for 10ish days, and every night we talked for at least 3 hours, if not more. His niece and nephew came in for 4th of July, and I wanted to cry. He's so good with them, (their almost 3 and just turned 1), and we even got to babysit for an hour or so. One night, a couple days before 4th of July, he had found out that I cut before. He wasn't mad, or creeped out, or upset, or awkward about it. He was calm, and patient, and he tried to pry it out of me. No, I didn't tell him, that night. We wrote letters, and I told him then. God I miss him, but there is a high part of this... He said (though I know it won't work) that he would try to turn around my self confidece. Him calling me beatiful makes me want to cry, punch him, and hug him all at the same time. So yeah, totally not what I wanted to vent about, but if you read it I love you.<3 . I saw this at

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