I know
that one day I will go on with my life . Finish school & start
a family . I may not be a Directioner forever but in 50 years, when
I have grandchildren, I will be watching the television &
there'll be news that one of the five boys of One Direction had
passed away . I will tremble a little bit & sit down . My
grandchildren will ask me what is wrong . I'll say that nothing
was wrong . But then, I'll stand up & go to my room, open a
drawer & there'll be a box . In that box is my past .
I'll look at the first thing in my box - a picture of the five
most amazing boys that once made my life complete . I may have
never met them in flesh but that won't matter to me . A tear
will stream down my face as I look at all the posters and hold up
the Up All Night CD in my hand . I will remember the dissapointment
when the More Than This video came out & it was just a clip
from the DVD . I will remember my very mad parents screaming at me
for being insane & listening to WMYB while singing along at the
top of my lungs . The countless sleepless nights of fangirling with
my best friend . The dreams of once seeing them and them then
falling in love with me . I will have a flashback of all the things
I did involving the boys . My blog that I spent hours on . I will
be so deep in my thoughts that I won't even notice me sobbing .
My granddaughter will come to see why I've been gone for so
long . She'll see that I'm crying and ask what was in my
hand . I'll then say, "These are the five boys that made
me stay up until 4 a.m. to watch a twitcam . Fight with
Directionators and protect their girlfriends . They made me cry,
but most importantly, these five amazing boys were my first love .
I will never forget them . " I will put away the box & go
on with my life . But - there will always be a special place in my
heart for the five boys of One Direction .